Sorry for Being Who I Was

Sorry for being who I was - 

I’m not the one I used to be anymore - 

But this moment feels like I’m back to where I shouldn’t be - I’m back to who I shouldn’t be - 

Sorry for ruining everything - 

I know I shouldn’t even be here, I do - 

Now everything’s gone - but what I say, what can I do - 

I tried to let myself appear my true self - 

But she’s been hidden at the time I most needed - 

Now she keeps blaming herself but it’s too late it’s too late - 

Sorry for being who I was - 

I’m not the one I used to hate anymore - 

But at this time - I’m back to where I shouldn’t belong to - I’m back being lousy like who I shouldn’t be - 

I shouldn’t have tortured myself - 

I could just walk away - turn my head away - 

I could just say no　try not to be a heroine - 

Then everything could be just fine - 

Everything could be just the same